Looking UP For The Rainbow

I was almost on the verge  of writing another cynical discourse when I came to read this: “Don’t Let Gravity Keep You Down” It’s an outfit post, but the title alone gave me some tuning up to improve my mood.

Anyway, I am not feeling healthy lately and that’s vacuuming out the pleasant atmosphere away from me not to add the paranoia that goes along with it. So I’d often opt to stay “solo” in my already autistic world to keep myself from spreading negativity.

Sometimes, I can’t help but think, that dreams were created to allow you to escape from the reality for awhile, where the hope can not be doubted and the zest for life is not easily dampened.

I just feel discomposed… this too shall pass… let it be over soon…

The weather might be a bit off today, but I am still looking forward to tomorrow’s shine…

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Jaded Prole

Hello molds and mildews! This isn’t probably the best entry to spark up this page again… but i needed this venue to release my exasperation.

I’m not really in my usual elements right now, the “little miss optimistic me” is gone wandering… finding her way back to the norm.

Have you ever felt uninspired by the same reason that gives you the sense of worthiness? That’s where I feel I am at this moment and it feels like a vicious cycle…

Please don’t get me wrong… I am still very much grateful to everything…. but can I just say I’m tired? frustrated? worried? Uncertainties have its way of  knocking out my steadiness – causing a frantic activity with my cerebrum.

Sleeping is the means to escape while isolation justifies the lonesome…

I’ll park from this nonsense by quoting a line from a song…

 “It may sound absurd, but don’t be naive, even heroes have the right to bleed…”

My twitter handle speaks… — OnlyNarda