Saturation Point?

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” — Neil Gaiman

Honestly? I just wish numbness fills up the entirety of my being… to feel nothing, breakdown all my senses… maybe… that will be the end of all these…

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One thought on “Saturation Point?

  1. i know ur still on that phase.. that same ground.. easier said than done.. i hope u’ll get out from that point where u always end up hurting and crying in vain…. i just wished u happiness and peace of mind esp in ur heart….I still believe someday u will… and that right person the very one who was born to love u more than u do….and make u happy entire ur life….will come and will stay..and vanished all that massive pain causing u right now…

    am still praying u will finally meet him……

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